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shake my bloody hand yeah i suck. no entries for about 5 gajillion days. lightening struck my apartment building causing yet another surge to my stone age piece of shit that i used to call my computer. twice in a year, has to be my luck. so now i have a new african american dell computer. it could kick my old computer's ass if it wasn't already dead. it has a dvd player and a cd burner which i have yet to use. all these new contraptions these days. so my old computer is just sitting on my floor with the side panels removed (which i did with a butter knife) i'm so clever. i kinda just want to toss it off the balcony and hear the nice breaking noises. i imagine the monitor would make better breaking sounds though. i don't think the people who live below us would appreciate it as much as i would. so in the past month(s) or so, i've decided that i really don't like psychology as much as i thought and now i'm looking into going into grad school for occupational therapy. i need a bunch more science type classes which sucks because i hate them, but it allows me to stretch out me graduating for an extra semester. this gives me lots of extra time in applying for schools, doing assorted volunteer work, and taking the GRE which i promise i will never put off like i did this semester. if i had known what i know now a year ago, i would be set. yeah that made sense to me. so the plan for next year is a semester of school and then hopefully getting a job for the fall and summer then off to grad school. if they take me. i have to go to another state though and that scares me a bit. it's probably good for me to get out of iowa anyway. i can't decide how far i'm willing to move away yet. i need to pack up my mom and kitty and my friends and take them with. then i'd be okay with moving far away. well i better go do something with my life now and i'll try to update more often. +The Last Five+ |